being honest.....

I want to be honest and truthful to you in whatever that happens....
But everytime telling you the truth justs makes me feel that i am worse than shit... Shld i just stop short of being bare? if you tell me that you cant trust and so much more... Seriously... How do you think i feel? ??

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post event thoughts...

My prized child has completed 2 events for the day..
Morning we had unilever for a private dragonboat race.
They were superb lively bunch of fellas.
Hiccups were bound to have happen and of cos thats where everyone draws his or her personal learning exp.
Mentally and emotionally draining for me cos i was trying to run the show with minor assistance and yet had to see if ppl can step up to the leadership role. Unfortunately i think its a long way.
Coming to the afternn session, ogilvy and mather accts servicing dept truly a wonderous chums too. They weren't into a real session of bonding but i must say taking them out for a short trip is GOOD!!! The ladies were quite jovial and erm i gotta admit the 4 gentleman in the group were REAL GENTLEMAN... They carried all the heavy load and not a word of complaint. If its our own ppl i think die la....
Girls will be. .. Guys will be like a freakin piece of blockwood...

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angsty

I think i nvr slpt enough later... And with the workload piling for the mth. Oh boy i am reali freakin angsty and worse of all flaring up pretty fast. Need to slp tonite.

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Wat the Hell is wrong with me ?its jus a simple promise. such a simple condition. if i have lost her, i think i jus deserve it . Although i can seriously say it has nvr ever been my intention to let her go. ...

p. hantu trip

It was a lovely trip aside from the little hiccup (the call tt made me slpless lol). As i laid in my bed swinging myself to slp i felt the stress factors got swung out in a very lullaby manner. Wat made it beta was the very fact that the awe of the sunrise rejunvenated me totally.
I love the trip. It was splendid and wonderful

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Trip to P.hantu

First time going over to hantu. Wats nice to know is there is alot of babes. But wats not nice to know is my gf back out of the trip and its not any better when no one there you know well enough.
At this moment, i am makin the trip still is just solely based on the fact tt its a semi work trip.

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I got a feelin...

Weird and funny...

suddenly so close, suddenly so nice...

this is what she said to me...

hmm haven counted yet but over 100 smses at the very least for a 12hrs time period hmm

more to come and soon to come..