Saturday, October 3, 2009

A step back into the past and back

its a little bit funny this feeling inside... i 'm not one of those guys who can easily hide his feelings inside...

Sitting here after a day of hard work... dunno how many Mid Autumn Festival has passed...
I looked back at my life
fell for a girl when i was nineteen and oh well she is the only one i could not and have not been able to contact till now... the songs are really true to its core... LOVE HURTS

Fell for a girl this year after stepping back into school life as a full-timer.
honestly i am pissed off at what seemed to have probably worked out well got screwed up by a jackass and a bitch. but then again i am kinda thankful for the both of them for they gave me a chance to know 2 good and i would say close friends from student council.
They are not inclusive of my orientation group mates who have been more than a pillar of support for this old man trying to fit into the crowd.
I did everything i could and possibly within my means to show her i like her apart from saying it out direct.
Vibes back is hollow and has no other resounding effect apart from the ice cold words of "forget it man" what's gone is gone .., it aint coming back...
and so i learnt to give up and let go ...

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