A Visit to the Doctor

Just left the chiropractic clinic about 2 hours ago.

Bad news and more bad news...

i am only 28 and yet my spine is like a 60 yr old.

the bill is crazily high ... 2773 bucks for 48 sessions and 4 additional x rays.

ooh yeah i dunno how the fuck to react man seriously its a nightmare..

according to my x ray results my C-spine area is arching in the opposite direction and bone spurs are starting form. by my own estimation i should likely be facing operation within 3 years if i do not go thru with the treatment. to make matters worse my slip disc area is also in a very bad shape if things does go "well" i am ready to purchase a wheelchair soon.

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履行另一个人愿望, 是象您还自己一样.

i have decided that i will try to follow this statement. thou it is not something amazing or profound but i believe it cause its just the same as 'one can find joy when he helps others".

A step back into the past and back

its a little bit funny this feeling inside... i 'm not one of those guys who can easily hide his feelings inside...

Sitting here after a day of hard work... dunno how many Mid Autumn Festival has passed...

I looked back at my life

fell for a girl when i was nineteen and oh well she is the only one i could not and have not been able to contact till now... the songs are really true to its core... LOVE HURTS

Fell for a girl this year after stepping back into school life as a full-timer.

honestly i am pissed off at what seemed to have probably worked out well got screwed up by a jackass and a bitch. but then again i am kinda thankful for the both of them for they gave me a chance to know 2 good and i would say close friends from student council.

They are not inclusive of my orientation group mates who have been more than a pillar of support for this old man trying to fit into the crowd.

I did everything i could and possibly within my means to show her i like her apart from saying it out direct.

Vibes back is hollow and has no other resounding effect apart from the ice cold words of "forget it man" what's gone is gone .., it aint coming back...

and so i learnt to give up and let go ...

You cant expect me to take the rap for a thing i have not done.

Normally i don't voice out my feelings on the web.

jus spoke to my friend chong nyen

one of my fellow friend who started the business with me and qincheng.

i am quite dissappointed to know that

Qincheng, a friend i know so many years actually...

a promise that he gave to the client, ends up being my promise ??

if it ends up being a collective promise, i understand

but at the same time a collective promise not necessarily equates to MY promise

Took the pictures of the 3 boys who have always made my day and bring a smile to my face.

They are my swimming students. Lovely boys right.

I love Sabah Malaysia

Jus came back from trekkin in malaysia, Mt Kinabalu. Known to be the tallest mountain in our region and wells i din hit the summit.

Experiences gained from the trip was totally fruitful; thou some was horrendous.

This cafe if you should be down at KK town please don't eat here as what it serves and whats on the menu doesn't tally. (OMG rite)

When would be the right time

I wonder when it would be a perfect time for me to ask her out and well to tell her what i feels...

I believe she already knows that i am gaga over her and hopefully with all that is flying about doesn't let her think i have forgotten about her.

I cant forget that easily...
I truly like her lots...
Willing to give her almost everything just to have that chance to be in a relationship with her