3months

Its been three months... Its not short but i must say time really pass darn quickly.
Everytime i see her i known tt my listening skills are close to zero and my sensitiveness isnt any better. I try my best i honestly do. Because somehow or rather i can tell that my gf has not stolen my heart but just melted away whatever that is negative and has been fillin in with positiveness.
I am really glad to have courted her and won her over.
Today we went for dinner and caught a movie.
Oddly i was lost in thinkin wat to do as usual. But once i got on the train i knew instinctively that watching a movie will be meaningful to a certain extent. Our first date was watchin step up 3, yes i kissed her in the cinema. Today i brought her to watch rapunzel. Hearing her laughter, brought me much joy. Oh well i guess jurong point is gg to stay as a significant part of my life.

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distractions in life....

Its true that to ucceed you need to have no distractions. It is inveitable that one will have tons of it. Its jus how to step away from it. Will there be a saviour for my soul. I want to concentrate to finish up my studies but. The heavy burden of the school fees is killin. I wan to make my company a success but the results are so limited. Personal load of poor financial planning. I want to let my gf have a easy life but den again its soo toturing. I cant seem to have anythin easy.
Why o why

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my girlfriend

Knowing her changed me.
From one who loves the bottle to one who does not drink.
From one who chain smokes all the time to one who smokes once or twice a week.
From one who blast off immediately to one who really curbs the temper.
From one who does not think twice on splurgin to one who uses a spreadsheet to count and check for the cheapest price available.
I dunno why i dunno how and why.... Perhaps like the tv shows... Love changes everything...

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wat a day...

And it was supposed to be a special day....
Erm i am the guy in the rs but yet i am feelin tt i am being treated like a rag doll...
Come on. . I am not the one who hurt you... Why treat me so..

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wat can i do???

Up at this unearthly hour becos of work stress. ... Honestly while ben and chong nyen has been a great and tremendous support. I have yet to see chong nyen taking an active role. I meant ground ops of cos. Tis is really a stressful period.
I dunno but i jus hope my gf will understand ba...

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你可知我心

I would want to type out what i feel in chinese just like you did. but i am soo lazy to install the chinese program.
oh well, i may not be as sensitive as other guys that you have known and i can be very blunt. perhaps its just because i don't see the need to hide and be soo pretentious in front of my girlfriend. As a normal human being, how can you take it if your partner is meeting his/her ex for dinner ??
no matter, what happens or how busy i am... i do my best to dig out my time for you ??
answering your calls, i never ever not answered your calls...
yes i am in the water i cant pick it you... you know it
yes i am in a meeting i will answer and tell you i call you back in a while. ..
it hurts me a hell lot to see you saying tt i will respond to a work call faster than i respond to you...

being honest.....

I want to be honest and truthful to you in whatever that happens....
But everytime telling you the truth justs makes me feel that i am worse than shit... Shld i just stop short of being bare? if you tell me that you cant trust and so much more... Seriously... How do you think i feel? ??

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post event thoughts...

My prized child has completed 2 events for the day..
Morning we had unilever for a private dragonboat race.
They were superb lively bunch of fellas.
Hiccups were bound to have happen and of cos thats where everyone draws his or her personal learning exp.
Mentally and emotionally draining for me cos i was trying to run the show with minor assistance and yet had to see if ppl can step up to the leadership role. Unfortunately i think its a long way.
Coming to the afternn session, ogilvy and mather accts servicing dept truly a wonderous chums too. They weren't into a real session of bonding but i must say taking them out for a short trip is GOOD!!! The ladies were quite jovial and erm i gotta admit the 4 gentleman in the group were REAL GENTLEMAN... They carried all the heavy load and not a word of complaint. If its our own ppl i think die la....
Girls will be. .. Guys will be like a freakin piece of blockwood...

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angsty

I think i nvr slpt enough later... And with the workload piling for the mth. Oh boy i am reali freakin angsty and worse of all flaring up pretty fast. Need to slp tonite.

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Wat the Hell is wrong with me ?its jus a simple promise. such a simple condition. if i have lost her, i think i jus deserve it . Although i can seriously say it has nvr ever been my intention to let her go. ...

p. hantu trip

It was a lovely trip aside from the little hiccup (the call tt made me slpless lol). As i laid in my bed swinging myself to slp i felt the stress factors got swung out in a very lullaby manner. Wat made it beta was the very fact that the awe of the sunrise rejunvenated me totally.
I love the trip. It was splendid and wonderful

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Trip to P.hantu

First time going over to hantu. Wats nice to know is there is alot of babes. But wats not nice to know is my gf back out of the trip and its not any better when no one there you know well enough.
At this moment, i am makin the trip still is just solely based on the fact tt its a semi work trip.

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I got a feelin...

Weird and funny...

suddenly so close, suddenly so nice...

this is what she said to me...

hmm haven counted yet but over 100 smses at the very least for a 12hrs time period hmm

more to come and soon to come..